Originally published on A Glimpse Into Eryn’s World – September 24, 2014
Life goes by in an instant. It seems like just yesterday I turned 18 and was heading off to my freshman year of college at Westfield State University. Now, I’m just 6 months away from leaving my twenties.
Recently, I’ve been reflecting on the last 29 years of my life. Nostalgic? A little bit. It’s always fun to reminisce, but lately, I’m been thinking back on my successes, goals, challenges, and failures. As I reflected, thoughts flooded my mind about what I would tell my younger self; the lessons I’ve learned, how to handle the bumps in the road and to remember that even those dark moments, there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Kick your worries to the curb
Worrying is normal. Letting your worries overcome your day is not. Some worries are worth fretting over. While others, like saying ‘no’ to someone isn’t worth it. Worrying takes up too much energy.
Don’t be afraid to try new things
You may have a fear of what others think of you, but don’t let it hold you back from trying something you’ve always wanted to. Letting what others think of you get in the way of life will only cause missed opportunities and regret.
You will suffer from debilitating anxiety and depression
And you will get through it. Anxiety and depression run in your family. You’re bound to face it at some point. It just so happens that it will be your first semester of college and your first time living away from home. A very common time. You will battle with it all through college. Panic attacks and debilitating depression will become a normal part of your day. But in the end, you will get through it. You will learn how to cope. You will learn how to fight back. And in the end, you will want to help others simply by telling your story and letting others know they are not alone.
Exercise is necessary
Just because you rode horses and practically lived in a barn, does not mean you will stay skinny and in shape forever. Learn to enjoy going to the gym, going for runs, and being outside. Because once you have a full-time job, finding time to exercise will become an excuse. And you will end up having at least 10 excuses every day for not going to the gym. If only you developed a routine in college, you’d be less likely now to fight the idea of working out.
Ask questions of family members before it’s too late
Your family members hold the key to your history. Learn everything you can before it’s too late. Find out more about your great-grandparents. Ask your grandparents about their families. Listen intently. Your grandparents love to tell stories from their younger years.
You will know when you fall in love (and it will happen when you’re 22)
It’s life-consuming, mind-altering, and the best feeling in the entire world. When movies describe finding your soul mate, they most definitely got it right.
Friendships come and go
Some friendships will fade away on there own as you grow up and grow apart. Some will disintegrate before your eyes and there is nothing you can do. Others will end abruptly and painfully for various reasons. Others will grow stronger than ever, and you realize that they are some of the best people you know. Some will be new and will develop from your career. And you can’t imagine life without them now.
Life will challenge you
As cliche as it sounds, life will throw you curveballs. And you will have times where you question how you are going to overcome them. But you will, and you will come out stronger than before. Life isn’t supposed to be easy. Without challenges, we aren’t able to grow and change. Take those challenges head-on and know that you will rise above.
Your best-laid plans will change
At 16, you had a plan. You were going to graduate high school, go to college, become a teacher, and teach 2nd grade. As a freshman in college, your plan will change as you discover you would rather be writing. So you change your major and focus on Journalism. As graduation nears, it hits you that print journalism is disappearing. You flounder. Take a few odd jobs, and end up with a company that changes your direction. You start a Master’s program in Marketing and focus on a new career path. You end up in financial marketing for 2 years before landing a career that you are passionate about and enjoy.
Sometimes those initial plans are meant to be disrupted. Because without the disruption, you may not end up where you are supposed to be.
You are responsible for your own happiness
The actions of others can make you happy, but they are not responsible for your happiness. Find ways to enjoy life. Find your passions. And do them every day. Life is too short to not be happy.